Open House

I am having a hard evening because I missed Madison's open house at school tonight. It has almost been 2 weeks since I have seen her and I am really missing her. I hate that I have not even met her teacher yet and that I am not even there to see what kind of school work she is doing. Tomorrow the doctor better tell me that we are having this baby next week because I have no idea how I will go another 2 weeks without getting to see Madison. It is also getting a little stressful being here with Gage because sometimes he can be so rude to other kids and hates to share. I do need a small break from him--tomorrow he will be going to Mother's day out here so we can go to dr. appts. so that will be good. I am just ready to be home with all 3 of my kids together and not having to rely on so many other people to help take care of my children. Well, as I am typing this post my ex-mother in law just called and said she wanted to fly Madison here to see me this weekend. What a blessing that is for me since I have been crying this evening missing Madison. I told her to wait until I was sure they were not going to do the c-section this week before booking the flight but either way I get to see Madison by the weekend and not have to wait another week. Thank you Roxane.